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Hi there. I'm yet to make an avatar.. I haven't made one yet..(5:28 pm) So the last week has been quite eventful to say the least, and I'm going to try to fit it all in an entry without boring you to death.

So, as most of you know, I'm 15 now and I was able to get my learners permit. Well, all of last week I studied my butt off. As much as I could I would study... I had this bookmark on my school computer and studied everyday in study hall, and most of the time for the whole class period. It got really crazy. But by the time I went in to take the test, I'm pretty sure I passed with a 100%... so yes, I got my permit. The lady there taking the information was weird... I swore my dad was going to slap her. If you're really interested in hearing the story I'll tell you, but I've told it already to a few visitors, so I'm not sure if I want to type it again. I drove that day and... it was weird. I always expected it to be so scary and that I was going to crash.. yes I do still feel like someone is going to run into me lol, but it's getting better..

So for the past few weeks, I've been planning to go to this youth group here.. mind me, but I had never heard of it before... it was driving me crazy, so I found out, told a friend to remind me when it was coming back, and that I would go. It was last week too, but I forgot all about it and no one reminded me. But I went last night and...WOW. Since church, it's the most powerful thing I've ever gone to. I showed up like a half hour early lol, I had been driving around and didn't want to be late... so I watched myth busters with one of the leader people. Then people started coming and I.... started talking to a lot of people. I felt so great, I felt .. free. Like something had broken my social weird shell and let me speak and stuff. My friend's boyfriend wasn't talking much, and she goes "Even Kendra is talking!" and it made me laugh...I know I don't talk much, so it made me feel nice that I was being social, I think after awhile he started talking more. Then my other friend started talking about it, I kept hitting her cuz she was being mean.. xD She was telling me that he looks like..such a rock person. He wears all of these graphic tees and a lot of black (not trying to stereotype) and she was like "just listen when he talks." he has such a high, soft voice. xD I was just like when I heard him talk. Cuz you don't expect it. xD Every time he talked my friend would just start cracking up, I'm like "shut up!"

After people arrived and stuff and we were starting, we played this game called the fruit game. If you've never heard of it, what you do is you pick a fruit and you have this towel. One person stands in the middle and someone says a fruit. The person in the middle has to hit the person with the towel before he/she says another fruit. If you get hit with the towel before you say another fruit, you have to go in the middle and so on. It was quite fun.. xD I was orange...and which was weird, because I don't like oranges..

As I said, it was so powerful.. then the pastor person, his name's Steve, when he started talking... he was so powerful. He is the best speaker next to the pastor at my church.. All of the things he was talking about, just made me think so much and I started crying. He turns to all of us and was like "it's powerful isn't it.." Then after it was over at like 8:30.. I got up with my friends and stuff and I started talking to Steve, and..he asked me if I had a Bible... I don't have my own, I said. I used my parents'.. So you know what he did? He reaches inside the office and grabs a brand new, unopened Bible and hands it to me and says, "You do now." He again starts talking to me, I'm not going to tell if you're not religious and you don't want to hear, but if you want me to tell you about it, let me know.

But, I did cry some last night. It was mostly just because, I felt so happy. I felt like things were getting better again. I felt like God was putting things back in to place. I had such a crappy year last year, and I feel like for one he brought me to church during the summer, and this during the school year plus church. I was telling my mom last night that youth group is different from church. That in youth group, we're talked to as teenagers/children...in church, it's based mostly for adults...and youth group makes a lot more sense. Both are so powerful.. oh if you were wondering, the title of this is from a Bible verse.

Well, I'm sorry if I've bored you..I start talking so much and I can't control myself. Hey, at least I don't make youtube videos, then my parents would get fed up because I'd be talking to myself! lol. Well I'm gonna go now. Seeyas.

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